Is there a chatting website(like IM) for counseling/therapy?

[rachface]

I'm 18 years old. I'm depressed all the time..for a while maybe since I was 14. My overall mental health is screwed..i just feel sick. Some reasons I do know of and others confused. I just need someone to talk to..I don't really have any close friends because I move often. I tried talking to school counselor but she just said "I'm not a specialist" which is retarded and talking to my mom doesn't seem to help, even though shes full of support and loves me. I just feel like she doesn't fully understand. Maybe I feel that way because shes one of the reasons why I am depressed. Idk. Ive had "bad" thoughts...ending my life but cutting mostly. I know I'm too good for either of those, which is why I haven't done it. Its stupid..and many people do love me. but I always have the urge to cut. Ive came close to it a few times..i had a tiny razor blade in my hand but I couldn't do it...I don't want to hurt myself...but I always feel like doing it..

I just need someone to talk to...daily, perhaps. I would get a therapist but its too expensive. I just feel like it would be more convenient for me to have someone or something online..I'm on here often. Maybe someone on here I can IM? if your online a lot and are kind enough to take some time and chat with me..that would be soo much appreciated. If not, is there a website?

thanks<3

 

[Stickey Bug]

well i cant find any that are instant message they are all based like this
im kinda in the same boat
i dont really have anyone to talk to
honestly im kinda out there but email me idc
stickeybug@rocketmail

 

[Frank Thomas]

You get what you pay for. Besides, counseling over the internet is a weird idea. How would that work in any way? You have to have face to face contact to get help.