Zorba
Active Member
You all got me wrong brother.
She is not harming me in matter of money.
Its a not a problem for me.
I have ruined my social family business life from the time i meet her.
I really feel ashamed at my home and in front of my staff.
They know i am going through a big trouble in my life but what the problem is they donโt know and they donโt dare to ask me this.
I am in such a depression that my eyes become red while somebody try to talk me about my problem.
My younger brother trying to know why i am running away from family and what is wrong with me that i become such aggressive man in this short period of time.
My friends know about her and me and my friends always use to visit some ob/db every week and spend good time but after i meet her I donโt visit to my friends.
I want to clear all mess which is created by me.
God knows if i will be overcome to this situation anytime soon.
Btw she have done a big favour to me that I have stopped drinking cigarettes and mongering for her
Will now focus on my work for full time away from HER, away from My friends and away from family.
Breathe, and take things in slow motion.
Mind is a great story weaver. Trick it into a better and more challenging story.
Find some almost-impossible task for yourself which should take atleast a year to complete. And as a reward: you can meet her only after that task is completed.
Your anger is because you are fighting against it. Stop sulking and looking at it as a problem. Accept and enjoy this pain. Only then you will stop being angry.
Just breathe, and feel the sweet pain n chaos it is creating in your life. N treat it as a game ( I mean the situation n not the girl) which you just have to win over.
Use your situation to your advantage instead of fighting against it.
Own your shit.
Z