The question of addiction and self control is one reason I have yet to visit Amber, that girl hits all the right buttons for me: brains, beauty, becalming, beguiling and bedazzling.
My problem now is that I am trying to learn to speak Japanese a bit better for my next visit. Rationalize revisiting JR Selina as she spent a few years there, and we chatted a bit our first meeting. We got to the point of banter: Mainichi kohi o nomimas, Tokidoki biru o namimas. Biru o nomimasen ka?
So I am trying to rationalize seeing Yui at SL as being a responsible and reasonable thing to do as part of my language training, thereby turning my addiction into something positive for my mind as well as my soul.
As a surgeon do you have a diagnosis that will allow me to justify the level of self-delusion I exhibit?