Need advice: I'm a MPA starting to fall in love/lust?? with a LE officer!!

[Meems]

Good call.

What's gonna be next? I ran into my brother at the spa I work at, and haven't been able to stop having wet dreams about him ever since.

Leah, kudos on such a creative story line.

 

[Obamanized]

Leah_MPA, like others suggest you may want to take care of the BF affair first. Unintentionally to get even? Things can get rough and complicated. Once BF thing taken care of, hope you figure out if LE feeling mutual and status of LE. Good luck.

As incredible as this may sound, attraction and feelings can't be helped in the oddest circumstance. There are few Bylaw & Uniform (not vice) who often get offers from girls, as they maintain hunk-like bodies only biggest womanizer I know.

 

[Autumn]

Hi wumpscut!! Don't worry, I don't feel offended by your questions at all. Here's my answers:

1) I think if I went back with the BF and have a better money situation but a less passionate love life, I WOULD be happier. The whole money borrowing thing has been draining financially as well as emotionally.

2) Yes, the fact that I could be powerfully attracted to another man has certainly shocked me because never in my wildest dreams did I ever think that I will be attracted to anyone else other than my BF. This has certainly made the possibility of splitting up with him more probable. It's always been VERY difficult for me to be attracted to someone. That's why when I first met my BF, I went absolutely nuts about him. Physically, he is everything I ever dreamt of. He totally looks like this one hot soap opera star that I'm crazy about and in fact, one time, my friend saw a poster of the soap star and thought it was my BF.

3) It's sad but you're absolutely right. That's why I never told any of my family or my friends what's going on although I know some of them have an idea because a few of them has asked me why I'm always broke these days. Honestly, sometimes I do feel like he's my pimp or something. I mean, he knows I'm a whacker for God's sakes!! How can he have the heart to spend the money I make??

I know a lot of you might be wondering why I've stayed as long as I have with the BF. Because I'm scared I'm going to do worse, that's why. There's a lot of creeps out there these days. As I mentioned before, the last boyfriend I had, I had no passion with; but what I didn't mention was that the one before that was abusive. And the one before that one turned out to be married. So from all the them, the best one IS my BF.

And how important for me is that passion thing? VERY important. If it wasn't important, I would've married my ex since he was rich, stable, and treated me like a princess!! He did absolutely everything for me. But I couldn't bring myself to marry him because without passion, life was simply not worth living. Do you think I did the right thing because I know some of my friend feel I chose wrongly. Is passion really all that important or am I putting too much emphasis on it?

 

[blueberry]

Toad, you probably been sleeping in class. By-law do not initiate busts. It's usually too late bye the time they know the target MP. In due time, people will notice why certain MP escapes busts, remember one uniform was part MP owner years ago.

 

[Lorraine]

Dump him immediately.
If you use your head, you'll never find anyone worse than the unemployed loser you've got. Stay away from abusive or married guys.
Stop living Hollywood fantasies of there being only one true love for you. Go live your life on your own until you find someone up to your standards. Go discover yourself.

 

[mrs_g2]

Leah, Leah, the more I read of your trials and tribulations, the more I think, (I will try to be kind), you need a attitude adjustment.

To give your friend, the advise not to tell her boss, about the loss of the license, provides volumes of information of how you think. It is true, your friend can throw the tickets away, that is a choice she makes knowingly, but what about the owner of the studio? He will also be charged and ticketed, without knowing the risks in advance. Not only will it effect his business and income but also put the other ladies working there further at risk as well without their knowledge. Please tell me you are not this type of women.

From what I have read now, I think I am more in Pleasing Brian's camp.

Please "Growup" and start to take responsibility for your actions. There is no free lunches in life, what you give out, you will get back, good or bad it is Karma working.I think if you change your attitude in a positive way, amazingly, your life will start to get better as well, both financially and personally.

Just my take on it. Sorry about that, I wish you well.

 

[prathikraj@ymail.com]

Leah, I gotta give you credit for getting these guys to believe all of your bullshit tales.

 

[Evan M]

Is it love or lust?

Is it the sense of protection he exerts upon you?

We don't know the entire story on massageplanet.net. So listen to your friends, and do what the heart dictates!

 

[powder junkie]

Funny thing human nature-we're never saticfied. If we could posess everything we could, even the sky would not be the limit!
Just a thought Leah but do you think you'll actually be happy if you dump this guy and go for the other? Or, if you stay with your bf and forget the other guy, even if he stops all the annoying bumming habbits? Or, forget them both and go for someone new? Perhaps, and if you are for a while, do you think it will last? Dont mistake this for critisizim, Im only stating the reality. The truth is, (my apparent truth) as i mentioned before we are never truly saticied, unless you have made it to a state of mind when you are saticified with having nothing and therefore happy with everything, you will be in and out of this kind of "perfect person" hunting for the rest of your life (or at least until you've given up). The hunting and possibilities for dissappointment and misery will be endless. The disatisfaction rests in you. Dont expect to run into a perfect person unless you have reached perfection yourself otherwise you will never see or find it. The truth is everything (including the money spending bf) is perfect, its the veiwers own ignorance not to see it. Hence the qoute "beauty is in the eye of the beholder". You need to spend more time looking within. Does this make sense?!
Lee

 

[bread]

Hold on, hold on....i wrote the script for her ....oh and she gets all the friggin credit. What's the deal with that???

 

[pickin5strings]

Most LE in the GTA have a hard on for exterminating as many MPs as possible,
although there are some MPs that moonlighting LE have a hand in running for
profit as well. Leah which one is this guy? CAVEAT EMPTOR

 

[Camille]

Most of this is true brian, but one also has to take into consideration the cost of renting a studio, ads, supplies, decor etc when they become independant. I think whether to be independant or not really depends on the type of girl. For me it was good as I did not enjoy the actual mp scene. But the big bonus is that you are incharge. You set the guidlines for rates, service, buisness hours etc. But it does take alot of dedication as all the other indy's would agree. if you do your very best you could be succsessful and benifits far surpass working in a mp. IMO
Just a thought!
Lee

 

[nezantra8]

My sincere apologies.

For her next post can you throw in some bizarre occurence like Leah having a 3way with her dad and one of her clients, while the super is posting up her latest ecviction notice?

Thanks.

 

[Gentleman]

 

[No Chance Without Jesus]

LMFAO! that is hilarious. did you really feel like you were a prisoner?

 

[devilman bravo]

Thank you for your kind and inspirational words, my child.

Tarah and I went out on a picnic today, and unfortunately it didn't go well. While I was feeding her bagels with cream cheese, her boyfried called. Tarah had the nerve to say to him "Hi sugar plum, I'm just putting some quality time with one of my clients. I'll see you tonight. Smooches" As you might expect I was deeply hurt by her calling me one of her clients. I thought Tarah and I moved past the client/MPA relationship and were now simply getting to know each other so we could better prepare for our marriage.

My quest for true love continues. Leah, perhaps you and I can go out and get to know each other. I can make you my famous curry chicken while we talk about how hard it is to find true love.

Sound good?

 

[Baby Boy due 2/14/2010!]

hmm...that sounds interesting. That's a great idea Rusty, you're a genius. I guess your not just a hot piece of ass after all

 

[karatekid224]

Hello Leah,

May I ask, how did you two meet? What are your feelings towards the LE officer? Are you attracted to him? You think about him a lot - do you want to spend time with him? When you two met, what did you talk about? Of all the men you've met, why this guy? Is it because he is 'taboo'? Do you get excited about the 'danger' involved?

What about your current BF - do you still enjoy his companionship?

Do LE officers play games with mpas? Do they ever try to elicit information from an mpa?

Leah, be true to yourself. All the best.

 

[Agent: Yip]

You're even more charming than you are beautiful, Deacon.

 

[the chubbster]

Was it low-fat cream cheese? I hear Tarah hates the regular kind, as the added fat content is trouble for her cellulite.